You say, "Rev up a tape of Borg or Vilas, watch where their shots land, take note of the pace and I defy you to tell me either would stand a chance against Nadal. Heresy, I know. But I'm telling you it wouldn't be close." All right then, how about this: Rev up a tape of Evert, Navratilova or Graf, watch where their shots land, take a note of the pace, and I defy you to tell me any of them would stand a chance against Serena. Heresy, I know. But I'm telling you, it wouldn't be close. I also would point out that Serena is way ahead of Nadal in Grand Slam wins and will likely stretch her lead in the next few years. So, using your logic, does that make Serena the greatest women's player of all-time?

No, because there are additional factors, just as there are additional factors working against Nadal. But I do agree with Roger's other premise: Head-to-head, Serena beats everyone. Ply all the greats with the same racket, pit them in a tournament and my money is on Williams. And I think that should have some bearing on how history recalls her. As I wrote last week, Serena will not surpass the Slam total of Evert, Martina, Court or Graf. But a few more majors and I think we have to speak seriously about her as a female GOAT candidate.

So DUH SERENA IS THE BOMB! She's the best tennis player the world has seen. PERIOD.

Tags: serena williams, tennis
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: september

Ok first of All I wrote something in this blog already and the fucking page refreshed to YAHOO! I didnt even click YAHOO! WHAT THE FUCK! I was just filling in the emotion and tags etc to save it now i have to rewrite again!!!

Yesterday was boring but it was okay cuz I was with Nic. Everything else would be bright aslong as he was beside me. 

So I woke up beside him he was still a little tampo from last night's PUSOY DOS game with his sister. I lost again ofcourse. I'm really bad with cards. He was financing my game cuz Ive been broke since I finished my allowance early again. He got mad at me cuz I was picking on him. Calling him a cheater etc.

I tried to hug him but he was shrugging me away. But nothing a morning wood can't cure. Haha... Thus he was angry no more!

We were playing PS2 the whole day. I was playing PSP virtua tennis 3 on the bed while he played his solo game on the floor. We both really got bored together. It was fun. It was boring but it was meaningful to me. I can see that he can get bored at home now without wanting to go to the mall. He has changed in some ways. Also he has changed his selfishness. He surprised me by ordering in Mcdonalds knowing i was hungry. Which made the fight between Elektra and whoever i was using a lot fun.

When it was not hot outside anymore he decided to go to Ruins again to return this freaken CD he bought that doesnt work. First the game inside wasnt the game we wanted to play. 2nd time we changed it the CD wasnt working. this time the third time The CD is messed up it skips now his going back there again to the store! I hope he gets a working CD now. cuz tric isn't cheap going to that place costs a 100 tric ride. CMON RIGHT?!

So right now Im home in my room again. Where else would I blog if not in my room. Its our time to be apart today for the parents to not suspect or get the idea WHY IS ALDRIN HERE ALL THE TIME?! But again tomorrow is another day. We're gonna watch Spiderman 3! YEY! im excited! I'm not really a big spiderman fan but ill watch for the sake of watching!

Tags: bored., nic, ps2, summer
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: house

I miss doing something. Term just ended and already im bored. I want to do something. I guess its the first summer i stayed here in the Philippines. Actaully my first. Now what do I do? I have nothing to do. Nic is there to be with me. We spend the Summer together but what the hell am I gonna do? i want to be productive? isnt that what being a human being is suppose to be? Being productive and ever growing?!

HAHAHa WHAT THE FUCK am i talking about?

Nah, im just bored. But this is good boredome.

I have thigns to do this summer.
Go to the Gym be buff before skul starts.
Train, practice. go back to the tennis courts.
Win the Bel Air Tennis Tournament this May.
Hopefully make some cash
make some new friends.
Have a good laugh.
Have a wonderful fuck with my bf. Damn his yummy.
FUck again FUck Again Fuck again.

I want to go buy copper tone. I dont want to be ULIKBA this summer. the heat just kills ya man, promise. you dont notice but the wind will burn you black! so better get copper tone!  DAMN!!!!

I HATE BEING AT HOME ALONE. I WISH I COULD TAKE NIC HOME!

Tags: bored, nic, summer
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Hed Kandi beach house

After I left Nics house I went straight to the park with Pat and there we cooled off our heads laughed about how mean and how unfaithful Nic is and how he could swallow to do this things.

After sitting down for 30mins with Nic calling me cellphone trying to make me come back I didnt go back to him anymore. I was consumed by my anger. I was enraged. I didnt wanna go back anmore. commonsense says just go home. my heart says listen to him. I used both to go back to him.

I wanted to hear and explanation why... the reason? something funny. Something I never thought he'd use forget the damn reason its just so irrelavant now i just want to write what the hell really happend after I got the lame excuse.

I wanted to get out of his room. he stopped me then Pat comes in the room then he started talking tough and he was coming close to me. looking down at me cuz his alot taller than me. He pushed me. I didnt push him back I never hit him at all. I dont even if he pushes me.

He pushed me again this time i pushed him which got him so surprised he had to punch me which i immidiate blocked by pushing my against the other side ot the room... i got him pinned on the wall then he got away he punched me i fell on the bed. he was still going to hit me. I kicked him. then i punched him. I couldnt hear Pat all i heard was EEEE EEEE EEE EEE....

I got to punch him then attacked me again i got to block his punch i then grabbed him by his hair pulled him down then headlocked him gragged him towards the bed then i punched his head and smashed his head on the bed so many times then m\punching it. Now come to think of it... That was a BED!!! it was soft!!! why the hell would you try to knock someone out on a cushion.

So he got up... punched me attack me...  i kicked him on the chest. he backed off then he grabbed a chair and threw it at me while i was on the bed trying to get up. then i kicked the flyng chair... he attacked me again... 

I kicked him off me he stood there restless... I got up spat on his face then he was like AH!H!??! you spat on me?!?! GAGO KA TLAGA?! TANGINA MO!!!

wahahahah....

i gave an evil smile.

then he tried to attack me again but was blocked by Pat then he spat on me. I wiped it off my face then i said... Ommmm i like! hahahha... god he shouldnt unleash my anger Im scared i go blankout i dont think...

Then because of that fight we ended up being together again. Its nice to release anger. 

I hate what he did. I hate him for that and I feel so disgusted and i feel so eeeky i cant even look at him i still cant... but im trying... cuz he hugged me and said 'im sorry andy'

So here i am. Stupid or not. Fucked up or not. Fought or will fight again. I dont care. cuz quite frankly, you're not allowed to be inlove if you can do this things. MAD LOVE.

Tags: nic
Current Location: Park
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: changing lane

Im thinking if I should put it up here or not. I can't seem to write my thoughts down. I guess I'm not ready to accept the truth. Or, I have accepted the truth except I refuse to see it. Or,  I simple do not wish to feel or remember the feeling. But, for the sake of memory I'll try hard to write my feelings.

I've been with Nic for 9months going to be 10 this 5th of May. But on FEB he started wanting to brake up with me AGAIN. Ever since my suspicion radar went on even if the brake up never really happen cuz I find a way to save it. I've been staying over at his place for awhile now. Yesterday, I was still in the extacy of my sleep at around 10am when Patricia (nic's bestfriend EX GF) came over with her ussualy chirpy mood screamin 'ANDDDDDDDDYYYYYYYYY' walking in the room! God shes loud...  

I was still stretching in the warmth of the blanket when I felt the tension between the two when they started talking. They were arguing in the room. I finally got up and said 'why are you guys fighting its just a game'. Its unbelievable how Nic is so consumed by his rage and goal to get what he wants even if it means the feelings of others. Thats the way he is. Even if he has to hurt other people.

I without notice was in the middle of their CAT FIGHT trying to play referee when everything turned out to be on me. Pat said 'Hay naku Aldrin kung alam mo lang' 

Nic 'O cge sbhin mo alam nman na ni Aldrin yun'
ME 'What?! what do I know?!'
Pat 'Did you tell him? Did he tell you already?!'
Me 'huh?!'
Pat 'He's been lying to you Andy but I can't say it. His suppose to say it'
Me' WHAT? Huh?'
Nic 'Yes Andy, I cheated on you.'
At this point i got so lost i stopped hearing things as if i was deaf and my head was just question questioning questioning.
Me' What do you mean he cheted on me?! Recently?!'

I just ignored them at this point. I went downstairs for peace then suddenly both of them were downstairs too fighting. Pat Slapping him etc Nic pushing him etc. Kids... Grabe na ito. I was just staring at them. I felt so bad for the girl. And I felt so disapointed on Nic. He doesnt seem like he will grow up at this rate.

Then Nic kept going on about shutting up Pat but she kept on going fighting fighting... then It was on me again. 

Pat 'Aldrin He cheated on you'
Nic 'Cge sabihin mo kay Aldrin wala ako pake'
Pat 'Tlaga cge sasabihin ko'

Pat came to me held my hand and took me at the backyard she then started to talk. We left Nic inside (he was pretending to talk on the phone with Pat's mom WHAT AN ASS)

Pat 'Aldrin its not my positin to say it he asked me not to tell you and i dont want to but...'
Nic comes out and joins us on the backyard. Pat takes be further back towards the water tank... they were fighting.... I just sat in the middle. I was sitting down on the floor cuz I might not be able to take what shes going to say. She was on my right he was on my left.

I sat on the pebbles of the backyard Manang Josie came out to see what the yelling was about. She looked at me with sympathy.

then pat said.

Pat 'Aldrin he cheated on you with Tyler (random guy) he called me one day and he was so kilig last week saying 'Pat I met someone his so guapo his so hot OMG I'll show you his pic tomorrow!!! PLS DONT TELL ALDRIN. Aldrin is you know pang forever e fling lang naman ito e kya wag ka maingay!'

Nic was just quite and breathing hard. I just dont understand the logic of a person like this.

Pat 'It was the day Nic and you fought when he wanted to brake up with you then he took it back and you wanted the reason why which he kept saying WALA LANG I JUST DONT WANT YOU NA WERE NOT WORKING OUT' 

I was lost then... I dont know where he was coming from cuz everything was fine we were laughing ang having fun then suddenly were not working out?!

Pat 'He showed me the pics Aldrin, it was that day you came over too I just got at his place earlier so he showed me the pics.'
Me ' What pics?'
Pat 'Pics nila nun guy!'
Me 'What kinda pics?!'
      'in the photobooth nag kikiss sila nun guy! sa neoprint!!!'

Me 'HUH?! what?! but?!'

Pat 'Yes aldrin... at d lang yon... they went to the cinemas and they did more things there in the cinemas'
Me 'what' i uttered quitely.

I stood up. I looked at Nic with all the stregth I had left. Which was weak, so weak. My eyes closing as if I was going to fall asleep.

Me 'Why? How could you?'

I walked away and turned around to see Nic crying.
Nic to Pat 'Bket mo sinabe?! You know I wanted to Keep Andy!!! He was the one I wanted bket mo sinira buhay ko?!'

I dont really get the logic. FUCK THAT! HAHA That ain't LOVE sweety.

I feel disapointed. I feel detached. I feel empty. My world has collapsed. For 9months He was my world. My companion, My friend, My baby, My means of happiness, My partner. But its funny how everything can all change when you finally see whats really happening when you're away. I just fooled myself to think I got someone. 

Tags: nic
Current Location: Bedroom
Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: Norcotic Thrust

I'm Aldrin Enrile, 20.

Im Bored. I am currently suffering from a sudden burst of creativity which is why im starting to write again. I used to write alot, I had a blog on some site I cant remember... but i got emotionally detached thanks to changes in my life such as love, location, people, Philippines. When Do i ussually write? When im bored super bored but feeling creative. When im sad and lonely, when im depressed and feel unpretty. 

My life is wonderful with people i love... i love it... so, welcome to my blog, ill definately rock your world with creativity, vulgarity, straight comments and actual confrontation of life's wonders.

Andy.

Current Location: neospot
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: NATSOT